my pumas!
[11:12 p.m.][Monday, October 6, 2003]
got back econs today. a little disappointed, considering that I did study. But yeah I guess again its the end that counts.
optician said my degree from last year doubled, including my astig! ohmygosh. gaaah changed my specs lenses gonna get it back tmr then I'll buy more contacts =)
my optician was so sweet though. really like her lots! I don't mean that way though!
my shoulders and front hurt so much today! but my face was so rosy =) reminded me when I was young and everyone would rush to squeeze those red cheeks. lol. the 1pm break was freaking fun! errh yeah I went berserk hahahaa and chased Jon & Zhao all over LT1 with a broom. you pigs!
Oh and what's weird is that somehow so many ppl know about my gown now. like, not many ppl know? so I surmise it must be one of the class pple. wow. news spread fast huh? wonder what's so interesting. it works like broken telephone, when it finally get backs to me, suddenly I get the feeling I'm this coquettish slut.
wow.
hmm bad news..mom found my hidden stash. not weed la. but all my old photos. incriminating enough yes. and the dumb thing is my maid was the one who digged the albums out and then proceeded to add them to my photo collage all over my room. got back home and to my horror I found my photos, and to add to it, my mom, sister AND maid started prying and judging even before they knew anything.
that irked me endlessly. come on, get off my back! there's nothing anymore and I'm not a hormone-charged boy-crazy 14-year-old! There's nothing to confess to anymore. So why keep harping on it?
sigh. yeah hope you're fine bestest. -hugs-
never hesistate to tell us something..although I know it may be quite difficult for you to. nevertheless, smile yeah.
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beach,rants,church & a birthday :)
[11:47 p.m.][Sunday, October 5, 2003]
beach was fun! =)
went with Nick, Fion, Zhao, 'slowpoke' Kev, Song, Shaun, Kevin K, Leonard, Dingyi & Russell. Had a great time yesterday! missed my yingniTRIPLET thou. Met around 10(well I was late lol) then we left Sentosa at sixish. Caught a nice sunset walking out nevertheless.
we played rugby, captain's ball, howler, swam, had WWE in the water, caught jellyfish, did a lot of handstands and subsequent falls, and lots more! now my sunburnt skin hurts like crazy and I'm so about to die from the pain. haha. But it was all in good fun! Especially captain's ball heh I kept getting cheated. And Zhao's pants kept falling off to reveal someone's purple trunks hahahaha!
Russell is extremely burnt too and the poor guy was knocked out after the whole day at the beach, and of course attacking Zhao :) Dingyi ripped out his 4th toenail ouccccch! And I jumped on Fion multiple times in the water. Once she managed to stumble out of the sea, with me on her back and even walked a distance. I bet we looked hilarious hahaa.
We had dinner at PS KFC after that -rubs tummmy in memory of chicken- and then we headed home, all burnt, exhausted and happy :)
heh went to church today and I was aghast in the morning seeing my entire upper half the colour of bright crimson lol. Anyway service was good =). Avril and I sat with JR this time cos I think John's pissed -oooopx- well nevertheless it wasn't too bad afterall. just a teeny wee bit awkward, the journeys to and fro.
oh well.
hmm maybe avr is right. (actually avril=kenneth) I don't know what happens but it seems like I always say "It's not me it's him!" whenever I get these strained relationships after breakups. Maybe it's me afterall? Well now that I see it this way I rather be friends, than having one so distant & lost, the other -shudderss- so loathed and despised, and the rest melted into oblivion. at least there's hope, I have one as a good pal.
maybe we all do need time apart to heal.
But do I want to? -big sigh-
on a lighter note, willow on chn5 just now was so nice reminded me of LOTR.
shall go off now to read my china politics! zhong nan hai =)
I really ought to start studying fervently right?
fool's courage, they say.
oh yes.
Happy 19th Birthday Fangy babex!
love yaaaaaa -muacccks- wherever you are. leicester? heh.
seee this!!!! hahahahahahahah!!!!
news report of me the aspiring porn star hahaha stupid yuanqin did this
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cheeesecakeee!
[11:46 p.m.][Friday, October 3, 2003]
Yayy! congg, hammie & I are gonna bake cheesecakes nxt week during a stayover =)
FUN!! heeeeex we're sourcing out all delicious idiot proof strawberry/bailey's/oreos containing recipes yummmmy. aha and we're getting ourselves so deliriously excited over it lol.
hammie!! long time no seeee! -hugxx-
congg!!!! even longer time no seeeeeeeee!! time for me and my "BF" to whip up our cheesecake haven lol :)
looking forward to our philedelphia heaven nxt week!
-muaccckx-
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blah.
[07:14 p.m.][Friday, October 3, 2003]
tailored my prom gown for $220 at 7heaven =)
say yummy.
YUMMY!
-evil glint- I am banking on the hope that nobody would be as brave and wear that cos it'll be really obvious as it's really special =)
fell in love with it the moment I saw it. hope the tailor will make it look really pretty and close to what I'm envisioning, if not, -gulps- I'll look like a bimbotic slut!
hahaha it's only prom right? But it's the only time I get to dress up and get away with it.
ahhhh. pity there's no one to appreciate =(
off to get a lovely tan and nice workout tmr with the guys at the beach. eagerly anticipating a lovely time! gotta lose some weight AND get my abs to carry my gown off.
BIMBO alert!
we played so much cards today, morning, break, even econs we played blackjack on our laps and it was hilarious as Mark kept saying "eh you owe me 10cents I owe Nick 20cents eh 10cents can make phone call!"
I'd like to say it had the potential to be a good day but apparently my mom spoilt it all.
I wasn't even saying anything more about the horrible thing you force me to drink that 1.DOESN'T BLOODY HELP ANYTHING, 2.TASTE LIKE SHIT. I just commented on something on the stupid google box and then you start yelling and ask me to throw everything away. for goodness sake clean out your ears before you yell. And then Daddy asks why and I get blamed for yelling at you when YOU bloody started it first. I DIDN'T EVEN SAY ANYTHING MORE. you provoked me and now I'm absolutely riled.
it is times like this when I get really resentful and downright indignant.
and when I feel like running away from it all.
I can't hate you but I can be sardonically caustic.
spoil my day and you see.
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outing!
[05:20 p.m.][Wednesday, October 1, 2003]
a record 16 or so pple came to school today, and I regret going. blasted chem prac was cancelled so school ended at what, 1225?! actually school was quite fun ahha, although rather quiet. and we skipped the first phys lect to hear DH and all his gruesome bloodshed. seriously I don't crave for such a colourful life and I'm happy enough having friends who know how to take care of themselves & not zi4 zao3 ma2 fan2.
nevertheless school ended soon enough, and kev, triplet & I headed to parkway for lunch and some gallivanting. Then Kev wanted to go Bugis to get a pen, so we all trudged down at 2+. Just got home after running everywhere and boy I'm bloody tired. sigh feel like skipping yet again tmr. just don't feel like gng school.
TIRED!!!!
haahaa saw a lot of pretty things whilst I was out today! funfun =)
loveee ya triplet yingni n kev!!!! =)
Kev is darn funny lol.
migraine now again! damn.
should I skip school? the good side says no. but my body triumphs over my prodigal goodness lol (which also accounts for my guilt such that I NEVER ever skipped school before till now).
hmmx. I reckon things will be fine soon enough.
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